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Re: What role Jesus? (Or help me in my meditation)
Nicole said May 13, 4:38 AM:
no, i would never worry about you arguing with me, hon :) it's a delight to argue, or discuss or whatever it is that we do all the time here and in the blog discussions we've had.
ok, so Jesus Christ a la Superstar is, to me, a self absorbed rock star type, loving the crowds and hangers on, especially the babes, and getting off on his petulant fits of anger. he is totally what American pop culture would imagine Jesus to be, and therefore has almost no connection whatsoever with the historical Jesus or my personal conception of Jesus, which is probably far from the historical Jesus too.
When I think of Jesus, I think of an Aramaic-speaking peasant who grew up in the Jewish culture of the time. Dust-soaked, earthy, entirely real, I think of him as walking around not with a glow above his head but with a genuine and compelling warmth coming from him, because he could look at each person and see who he or she was. To him, inhabiting a body was not a problem, nor did the bodies of those around him distract him from the ground of being that shone from each face.
I think he had an amazing sense of humour. I bet he laughed a lot, and laughed loudly. I bet he loved eating, loved wine and the exhilaration of living as a man on this good earth.
At the same time, he was no “gentle Jesus, meek and mild”. Oh yes, he could get angry. But it was a pure anger, not a self-centred pique of rage. It came from the heart of God, God who looked at the exploitation of others in the name of God and was sickened. So the Pharisees and Sadduccees, who in the modern day would be some theologians and televangelists and other religious leaders, came under special condemnation not because they were idiots but precisely because they knew better and did not use their understanding to heal but to oppress.
The more we know, the greater our responsibilty to use our knowledge for good. I take that very, very seriously, and grieve for the times I neglect to do right out of what I know, or actually do wrong. I am thankful for God's ongoing forgiveness so I can live in the freedom of light and life though I constantly mess up, instead of living under condemnation and judgment.
I believe Jesus had a special love for women, because he saw their vulnerability and beauty and how horribly crushed they were by society, especially the prostitutes. But I don't think he was in love with them. In the same way, he had a profound compassion for those who needed physical or emotional healing and gave it freely and continually.
In the end, when Jesus gave up his life, he poured it out completely. It was not easy. The garden of Gethsemane was real torture, real anguish. But he found peace in the end. He found it in him to forgive, knowing that they had no idea what they were doing. When he could no longer struggle against the suffocating, crushing power of gravity, he breathed his last breath , surrendering his spirit willingly and openly into the hands of God by whom he felt forsaken.
this is the Jesus I love and follow with all my heart. My Lord and Saviour and mentor.
Peace and joy,
Nicole
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